Will my time ever come?

I think I need to stop over obsessing.....
I feel crazy

When its meant to be it'll happen

Sometimes things really do happen for a reason so that change occurs.
Good change this time.

Had a major scare with my dad on Saturday night but he has recovered now... already it looks like a wake up call for him.

Taking his medication seriously,  monitoring/not drinking, eating better and hopefully finally will quit smoking.

I hope this helps him view his life in a new light and understand how it would greatly effect all of us.

I thank God that it wasn't anything more serious... But Damn it was scary

I hope this was the right thing to do
I wanted to keep my job at the pharmacy so bad... 3 years I have been there, formed close friendships,  grew comfortable, knew what I was doing.. and at the hospital everything is so different

Im still so new... its just not the same. Definitely not comfortable.

But deep down I knew it was going to be hard to balance a full time job and uni and a part time job..
Gotta let go of such a big part of me
Gotta move on
Gotta look forward to the future
Have to be strong