i'm pretty sure that only ... 4 people read my blog
and 1 of those is my boyfriend and he will read it when im there and i'll yell at him and then he'll close it and grin sheepishly at me

i never wanted to advertise my blog to others cos its literally like my own little diary that i vent on and omg if the general public read it im sure they would be like wdf is wrong with this psycho bitch!

but yes.. maybe i'll make a tumblr that way i can have something to share with others but i can also keep my blogspot private and available to those who are closest to me...

sounds like a plan.. for after exams as per usual :P
i had written a deep blog before about something going on atm but then i accidentally pressed a button on my keyboard and it all disappeared! i was shattered.. it was so deep and long as well =(

maybe i'll try typing it up again later
right now i'm trying to study and obviously failing miserably!!
i'm freaking out though, what am i going to do if i actually pass these exams and graduate?? I'm gonna have to find myself a full time job soon ... noooo!! lol

I'll have to work hard to get my house =( and i really really really want a house right now

ok back to study :P

& when i'm hurtin.. you don't care..

done & dusted! .. with you that is

can't wait until im done and dusted with these exams.... bloody plant diversity, drive me crazy!!

need to soldier up, need to pass these exams... need to freakin' graduate!

there's a reason why i'm so insecure..

and it's a combination of us.

to have a man who supports you when you say you wanna be a housewife .. and is willing to work hard to make sure you don't have to .. <3