finished my hectic day of uni
so i dropped genetics and developmental biology and took up physiology and evolution & systematics.
was pretty iffy about evolution, but as it turns out.. i love it!
physiology, on the other hand... is pretty hard.. the lecturer is shithouse. He assumes we already know what he is rambling on about so he tries to cram even more information in. There are no lecture notes, instead he writes up his own and his writing is disgusting and can't read a single thing! especially with long endocrinology (is that a word?) words... zzzzz
and then theres a major oral infront of like 50 people, and i'm pretty sure you all know how much i despise any form of public speaking.. YUK!
hmm other than that.. been working, worked shitloads for the first week - had four shifts, then the second week two, and this week two.. so hopefully next week i get two!
doesn't really feel any different though.. guess thats because i haven't gotten paid yet
soooooo broke.. 9 dollars in my bank account! can't wait til the $$ comes in next week!
hmm what else, oh yeah last weekend went to cq for ness' birthday.. security there are just so over the top, their so pedantic.. wouldn't let clem in cos of the dress code, and numerous others got turned down as well. but i must say, music is good and the venue is really pretty
then the following day had correale's birthday at boutique.. that was an awesome awesome night! free entry and free drinks 9-11 SOOOOO GOOD! had so many drinks i've never tried before haha
this week is erics 21st.. so that will be good too! first 21st birthday of the friends lol
my brother got his learners yesterday and is already harrassing me to take him out to drive, so i took him like half an hour ago and he tried to go into the driveway but its steep so you have to accelerate... and yea well he was centimetres away from crashing my NEW CAR INTO THE FENCE!
ok cbf blogging nowww.. gotta clean up the pile of clothes that keeps getting bigger!
blog soon hopefully
**baby, i miss you..
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Saturday, July 11, 2009
sooooooooo... i just found out that i have shifts for crown liquor!
zomggggg
was excited and now the excitement has turned into terror and i am shitting myself! lol
eek! anyways, now i can afford petrol hehehee
so anyways, been making patte for my little cousins 2nd birthday tonight!
gotta get ready.. brothers in shower though, TAKES FOREVER~!
freaking outttt!!
zomggggg
was excited and now the excitement has turned into terror and i am shitting myself! lol
eek! anyways, now i can afford petrol hehehee
so anyways, been making patte for my little cousins 2nd birthday tonight!
gotta get ready.. brothers in shower though, TAKES FOREVER~!
freaking outttt!!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
yay! exams are done
done done done.
update.
had my interview yesterday, one word: scary.
lol.. so friggin scary!
but hopefully he takes me.. cos i should be getting my car tomorrow and no money means no petrol and no petrol means no driving!
was supposed to get it today, but dad told me the bank closed at 4.30 and so we got to clayton at around 3:45, then i forgot the contract details and such so i had to go home and then tuan's like.. where's the car and i'm like, i forgot the fkn paper and then his like oh i'll come with you now (he was sleeping beforehand)
i start up the car and dad rings me and says the banks about to close in 3 minutes.. where are you? and then i'm like wth i thought it closes at 4:30 not 4!? i'm just leaving.. so i ripped it out of my driveaway and sped down then i remembered i saw like 2 cop cars so i slowed down.. got to clayton and luckily there was a traffic light, quickly put the car into park and pulled the handbrake up and the car like jolted (not too good lol) got out and tuan jumped in the drivers seat and i ran across the street to the bank.. it was like an action movie ahaha
doors were closed and i see the security guard coming towards me, and in my sweetest voice i said: would i be able to go into the bank please? and his like, no sorry we just closed
REJECTED!
ahaha.. yea so didnt get the bank cheque hence no car, but tmr shall get it i think lol
apart from that nothing new, i probs failed geentics and judging by todays exam maybe dev cos i did pretty shit in the assignments/mid sems and didnt write much on the exam... but we shall see.. apparently if we fail dev this sem we can't do next sem which totally just screws up my timetable! awesome.
need to buy my monash parking permit.. sigh hopefully i get it for 160 and not friggin 320.. fuck that! just do dodgy carpooling like everyone else. your choice monash, im willing to fork out the 160 but if u dont give me it then im doing dodgy carpool parking! :D
sooo.. im still vomiting everything i eat, so i dont have much of an appetite, mum thinks im anorexic and yells at me lol (kinda ironic when she's the one who always says i'm fat for my age and when she was my age she was as skinny as a stick and blah blah blah)
will probs go see doc's next week, as it is starting to get on my nerves and havent had a decent meal in ages.. i can only have soup! but yeah zomg i tried that crispy chicken deluxe burger from maccaz for the first time and totally loved it.. only to fkn throw it up 10mins later!
my throats sore, runny nose, dry cough soemtimes and phlegmy cough sometimes.... hmm i don't think its swine as i havent been exposed to any, or so i think..
but yeah, whole family is sick, but im the only one who's vomiting? hmm....
on another note, its a friends bday today and i was going to organise a dinner for her.. but she probably won't come lol. then i think to myself, whats the point? like she never makes any effort to come out EVER.. and then i feel mean thinking that so i ask anyways even knowing that she'll probs cancel.
sometimes i wonder.. is it my fault that i don't hang out with any of my high school friends? i mean like.. the group that always goes out live in bloody rowville and far away and always do shit at knox or berwick zzz so far, whereas the other group that like literally 1minute away from me.. just never seem to do shit all, never come out.. i dunno if its cos they feel uncomfortable/wanna be with their bfs/not allowed.. maybe a combination of all three.
so it makes me wonder whether its me..
maybe i dont make enough effort..
im not sure :(
look at me rambling - well at least im kinda looking forward to my cousin coming next year.. dunno what to expect though.. last time my other cousin came she said i spent too much time with my boyfriend.. but that was before she hit puberty and is now obsessed with boys lol
i wonder if things will be the same with this one.. especially since she doesn't know many people.
but yeah international fees are crazy! 20k a year!!!! like holey moley! and thats just to do what i'm doing, so i really hope she gets a career out of this! otherwise thats a whole lot of money gone to waste.
ok, im pretty tired now. i think my meds are finally kicking in - about time!
blog tmr or the day after.. we shall see
fingers crossed for my job and car!
xx
oh and i've decided.. in regards to you,
what we have is a worthless friendship
i'll fake it and smile, whatever does the deed.. only cos i pretty much have to
i wish i could just cut you out and not have to deal with you anymore
you really, really.. make me that angry
just seeing you.. or thinking about you.. i get angry
i shouldn't have people that make me feel this way in my life
backstabbing know-it-all bitch!
done done done.
update.
had my interview yesterday, one word: scary.
lol.. so friggin scary!
but hopefully he takes me.. cos i should be getting my car tomorrow and no money means no petrol and no petrol means no driving!
was supposed to get it today, but dad told me the bank closed at 4.30 and so we got to clayton at around 3:45, then i forgot the contract details and such so i had to go home and then tuan's like.. where's the car and i'm like, i forgot the fkn paper and then his like oh i'll come with you now (he was sleeping beforehand)
i start up the car and dad rings me and says the banks about to close in 3 minutes.. where are you? and then i'm like wth i thought it closes at 4:30 not 4!? i'm just leaving.. so i ripped it out of my driveaway and sped down then i remembered i saw like 2 cop cars so i slowed down.. got to clayton and luckily there was a traffic light, quickly put the car into park and pulled the handbrake up and the car like jolted (not too good lol) got out and tuan jumped in the drivers seat and i ran across the street to the bank.. it was like an action movie ahaha
doors were closed and i see the security guard coming towards me, and in my sweetest voice i said: would i be able to go into the bank please? and his like, no sorry we just closed
REJECTED!
ahaha.. yea so didnt get the bank cheque hence no car, but tmr shall get it i think lol
apart from that nothing new, i probs failed geentics and judging by todays exam maybe dev cos i did pretty shit in the assignments/mid sems and didnt write much on the exam... but we shall see.. apparently if we fail dev this sem we can't do next sem which totally just screws up my timetable! awesome.
need to buy my monash parking permit.. sigh hopefully i get it for 160 and not friggin 320.. fuck that! just do dodgy carpooling like everyone else. your choice monash, im willing to fork out the 160 but if u dont give me it then im doing dodgy carpool parking! :D
sooo.. im still vomiting everything i eat, so i dont have much of an appetite, mum thinks im anorexic and yells at me lol (kinda ironic when she's the one who always says i'm fat for my age and when she was my age she was as skinny as a stick and blah blah blah)
will probs go see doc's next week, as it is starting to get on my nerves and havent had a decent meal in ages.. i can only have soup! but yeah zomg i tried that crispy chicken deluxe burger from maccaz for the first time and totally loved it.. only to fkn throw it up 10mins later!
my throats sore, runny nose, dry cough soemtimes and phlegmy cough sometimes.... hmm i don't think its swine as i havent been exposed to any, or so i think..
but yeah, whole family is sick, but im the only one who's vomiting? hmm....
on another note, its a friends bday today and i was going to organise a dinner for her.. but she probably won't come lol. then i think to myself, whats the point? like she never makes any effort to come out EVER.. and then i feel mean thinking that so i ask anyways even knowing that she'll probs cancel.
sometimes i wonder.. is it my fault that i don't hang out with any of my high school friends? i mean like.. the group that always goes out live in bloody rowville and far away and always do shit at knox or berwick zzz so far, whereas the other group that like literally 1minute away from me.. just never seem to do shit all, never come out.. i dunno if its cos they feel uncomfortable/wanna be with their bfs/not allowed.. maybe a combination of all three.
so it makes me wonder whether its me..
maybe i dont make enough effort..
im not sure :(
look at me rambling - well at least im kinda looking forward to my cousin coming next year.. dunno what to expect though.. last time my other cousin came she said i spent too much time with my boyfriend.. but that was before she hit puberty and is now obsessed with boys lol
i wonder if things will be the same with this one.. especially since she doesn't know many people.
but yeah international fees are crazy! 20k a year!!!! like holey moley! and thats just to do what i'm doing, so i really hope she gets a career out of this! otherwise thats a whole lot of money gone to waste.
ok, im pretty tired now. i think my meds are finally kicking in - about time!
blog tmr or the day after.. we shall see
fingers crossed for my job and car!
xx
oh and i've decided.. in regards to you,
what we have is a worthless friendship
i'll fake it and smile, whatever does the deed.. only cos i pretty much have to
i wish i could just cut you out and not have to deal with you anymore
you really, really.. make me that angry
just seeing you.. or thinking about you.. i get angry
i shouldn't have people that make me feel this way in my life
backstabbing know-it-all bitch!
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