work tomorrow
so many tests, orals and hardcore scientific reports due in the next two weeks!
eeeeeeeeeeek, so behind!

really wanted to blog to vent i guess

for one, i know your lying..
i know your covering up something
and i've given you countless times to own up to it
yet.. i don't get angry at you
instead, i just make excuses for you

i know i'm not delusional,
i know what i saw
i am 100% sure of it, and i'm determined to get to the bottom of it
i just want the truth, no matter how much it will hurt - not knowing is much worse
going over and over in my mind........ drives me freaking crazy!!
i've tried to let it go, i've tried to push it away but it just keeps coming back -

why are you hiding this? what exactly are you trying to cover up? why are you lying???

i will not let this slide, i will find out!

/end vent

went for my rsa yesterday
was pretty good, went with dom - the guy we had was pretty funny
nearly died as we had to stop in dandenong and had close encounters with people trying to stab us hahaha
nearly died today as well, was at the traffic light and noticed sandy behind me, got all excited and started to wave and then the light turned green and i accelerated whilst waving..
started to merge but didnt headcheck cos usually theres no oncoming traffic because of the traffic lights behind, they stay red until we've all merged but this time (around 5ish) the traffic lights all go green at the same time - supposed to be like less students at uni or whatever
so yea.. didn't headcheck and cut this dude off and he full beeped me for like 2 minutes
so embarrassing but yea MY BAD!!!!

err better go to bed, only 8 hours sleep for tmr
zzzzz

1. endocrinology test
2. insulin test
3. microbiology bacteriophage report
4. active researcher oral presentation
5. vitamin d deficiency oral presentation

ALL TO DO IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS
HAHAHAHA
awesome!