i'm so lazyyyyy =(
i dont wanna look for jobs LOL

 OMG!! i've gotta finish this bloody questionnaire thing!!

16- Another picture of yourself

 when i first got me bangs :) hehe 

17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
hmmm hard question, never really thought about it.. but if anything i would want to be a guy cos i've always wondered how having a penis feels like lol

18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

right now, my plans is to get a full time job and save up for my house and save up for mauritius which i'm hopefully going to next year if tuan doesn't have summer school..

but yeah, really just wanna save up for my house cos i think well hopefully that we'll get engaged soon and i wanna be able to move into our house after we're married and yeah.... i've been wanting a house ever since meng and thu got theirs.

in terms of a job, i'm not sure when i'm going to start looking cos im really put off with the thought of working full time hahahah but im not sure if im going to look for one in microbiology straight away or start off at like integrated, that way i can just work until the end of the year and quit when i go to mauritius. I'm pretty sure i'll have to do volunteer work anyways for microbiology because all of them require experience and i haven't worked in a lab yet.

but yes in short terms: get a full time job, go to mauritius, get engaged, get married and buy/build a house

19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

yeah... i don't really have any nicknames..

none that i like anyways lol

20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

 my one & only :)

21- A picture of something that makes you happy

"If you're gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty." 

lol
hope you got the point today, cos i kinda figured... why should i be nice for?
do i really need to put on a facade and pretend that i actually like spending time with you?
isn't that just as bad?

meh.. care factor is almost at zero
i know i should care, i know i should try.. but i have been and it's almost like your relationship now except i can't end it lol

i really am a bitch .. :P

fk.. here I go again
zzz

enough!! seriously whats wrong with my head :(

at work atm lol... been thinking about one of my friends position, and what would happen if I lost you..

I dunno what I would do.. I would be so lost and confused. I would be completely devastated & I'm pretty sure my life wouldn't be able to continue.. makes me so sad thinking about it, it actually terrifies me!

my heart knows only you...

does heads... baaaadddd!!

not sure how long feeling sorry for you will last

so it works :) yay now I can blog more frequently!!

dunno if thats a good thing though, cos then I guess you'll just be reading more bitching and moaning..

but been doing bikram yoga recently for the past few days. I've really developed a liking for it. At first I was terrified of it, because of all the stories i've heard, so when I began I was expecting the worst and to be honest it was pretty bad!

but luckily I have awesome friends who helped me persevere and go back, and the more you go the easier it becomes. its not as long and its not as tedious.

the feeling that you're left with once you complete it is awesome.. it feels like you've accomplished something great everytime :)

testing

just downloaded new app on phone for my blog, trying to see if it works :)

dom's leaving today.. I am so sad :( I miss her already :(

i'm graduating... yay! =)
time to find a real job now.... zzzzz