its done
the deed is done
I so wish I could actually be happy
maybe once I see how happy she is I could maybe change the way I feel..

yes, lets hope that's the case..

inadequate is how I feel at the moment

in 30 mins will be the day i have been dreading

i just hope there is a good motive behind this move and it is not a competition
i just hope that this means he is commited & that she will never have to go through that again

whether i can see him in a different light may take some time
whether i want to... that's a different story :P

i just have to remember that if she's happy,
we should be happy