haha, been relaxing, catching up on sleep, quality time with the bf, shopping, spending dosh.. which means im not officially broke.
no suprise there though, every holiday i end up broke within first few days haha.
anyways, next two weeks gonna be quite busy, lots of bdays & parties & also christmas... but don't get me wrong, im not bragging :P
and oh my, how could i forget... results soon. followed by my suicide which will occur after every uni rejects me :) .. SO DON'T ASK ME WHAT I GOT, cos i'm probs just gonna lie
going out for doms tomorrow.. can't wait! 18 soon, yessssssss... finally legal! should be absolutely AWESOME! rosebud part II baby! :D:D
feeling really random today, so don't mind me if i jump around from subject to subject.
ya'know what? i'm really digging this miranda kerr chick. she's effing hot. LIKE "WHAT THE EFF"
but...... don't you think miranda kerr and adriana lima look very similar?
either way, they're both hawwwwwt
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you know how some people say, to write shit down...
cos you'll feel better about it
well yeah, that's how i'm feeling right now
but i'm unsure, cos i know... some people will read this
and probs ask questions..
questions that i don't want to answer.
bottom line, don't ask..
sometimes, i wonder if you pushed me away
to save both of us
i would like to believe that
however, deep down.. i know it's not true
you're selfish
you'll never change
i wish, i learnt my lesson the first time
but no, i choose to trust you.. everytime
and everytime, i get crushed once again.
i have only a few friends, that i can completely trust..
& i could count them with one hand.
they may not know it, but they help me open my eyes
to see through your lies.
and i can see what's real now,
i see the truth..
even when that truth is hard and cold and more painful,
even when that truth is more cruel then any of your lies.
2 comments:
quite unfortunate that i am not legal yet.
so, YOU enjoy yourself tongiht and be good.... stay out of trouble!
PS. u better be as excited as this for my 18th!
love u poo
ps. MK AND AL do not look alike!!!!!
MK > AL
in my opinion :]~
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