kay, don't mind the randomness
have lots of thoughts running through my head atm

feels like everything just shifted, like everything just changed so fast
i asked for it though
it's always been on my mind, but recently i've been consumed with constant thoughts
and that's why i think i just blurted everything out like that.. embarrassing or not, i had to get it all out.
i'm so glad it happened.. cos i know we owe it to ourselves.. we owe it to our friendship, with all the ups and downs we have had in the past.
this was our biggest obstacle though.. and it seems like we're on the path to fixing it.

it all just seems so surreal..
fingers crossed we don't screw this up

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anyways, had dad's 50th suprise last week, his reaction was so funny... didn't realize it was for him til he looked up at the sign lolol

so holidays are here... :)
got a few things planned

• spend as much time as i can with dom before she leaves
  
• renew my friendships
• shopping?? :P
  
• dye my hair (as always)
• plan a weekend away at the hotsprings
• change the layout of my bedroom
• spring clean ... throw all my shit out that i don't need.. however i've done most of that already
• get a friggin job!!!!
• decide what i want to do for the future... immunology? genetics? pathology???
• help mum redecorate
• have an awesome Christmas and plan nye celebrations... have my new years resolution read
  
• go to qld!!!!
• decide how to invest my mulla... save it or buy a car.. or buy a second hand car..
• blog more
• have more dnm's
• take more pictures
• change the computer in my room with the other one
• get sims
• learn to cook & make cupcakes
• go on a picnic
• go to the zoo
• make an ass groove in tuans new car.. if he ever gets it
• spend more time with momo... get her hair cut by a professional for the summer!

that's about it!! but i really need to get a job.. hehe
anyways, gonna go nowsSs
pretty tired, might nap some more lol
really wanna play the simsssssssss
sighhhh