i finally finally.. changed my room
now i just need a new desk + bed frame + shelves to put my teddies
IKEA?? :D
hehe

and now im really really indecisive with the whole car issue..
i will be getting one as soon as i get a job.. so fingers crossed
i am deciding between a swift or mazda 2...
am totally torn :(
i guess which ever one is cheaper! although i wouldnt mind the older honda civics...
we shall see when i actually get a job... sighhhhhhhh


but have you noticed i've been blogging more?
yay! quite proud
speaking of proud, tammy li got into her course :) YAYYAYAY
even though its not monash.. she got into what she wanted :D

got chinese new year ball tonight, and tmr got road trip and family dinner
ok tammy is here, blog later!

i need to VENT...
but preferably to another being, and not on this blog..
so unfortunately, not bitchy remarks or comments today :(

shjgadjsgajdgsaj~!!!


got my comp screen + transfered the other one into my room :)
so much faster ~

need to get rid of my bed!
no where to put my teddies :(

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some people hide from who they really are...
sound familiar?

makes me think of the person i am becoming..

fuck-ing gggg-ay!

i'm so over this high school melodramatic shit

HARROW!

yay happy times ~
i gots a new computer with a cool new screen...
it was sad saying goodbye to the old one :(

anyways, hot hot days coming up!!
BEACH TIME!!!!!
i don't want my face to get burnt though :(
boo!

attached..

your words, not mine.

& it hurt, so i try not to be.
but i don't like being without you but at the same time, i don't like you thinking that i'm attached.
sigh :(

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baby i know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby can we make up now?
cause i can't sleep through the pain

i don't wanna go to bed mad at you,
& i don't want you to go to bed mad at me

ARGH!
jealousy.. i hate being jealous, but it comes oh-so naturally to me :(

anyhoot, going to open my netbankingaccounthingymibobby today!
its a nice day today as well.. wonder what i shall do

wish i could mix and match..

hmm, yay summer is starting to get hot! lol.. does that make sense?
might go beach tonight..
need to open a netbanking thingy
and 23days to qld! :D

i wanna go movieworld
go on all the rides
yay!

hope the weather is good,
need to buy a camera... hmmmm
blog soon!

:(

please god, help me get through this..
cos i don't know how much more of it i can take

hello all!
happy new year :) goodbye to 2008, and hellooooooooo to 2009.

in some ways im glad to say goodbye to 2008, hoping that 2009 will be better... but we shall see :)

so what have i accomplished these holidays you ask?
not much at all!

from the list of things i wanted to do, i have managed to:

• spend time with dom before she left (miss youuuuuuu)
• sort of renewed my friendships... still working on it!
• shopped like crazy .. went to chaddy for like 2 weeks straight!
• cut and dyed my hair same colour though
• my desire to go to the hotsprings has only grown, but probably won't go anytime soon
• BOOKED TICKETS TO QLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! going on the 28th-3rd feb :D
• haven't done shit all to my room
• haven't gotten a stupid job yet
• decided to go with genetics and immunology
• DID have an awesome christmas and new years
• still working on the new years resolution
• not really blogging more..... but hey... this one counts right??
• i've decided to buy a second hand car and save the rest! looking for the car now :)
• need to buy a camera to take more pics!
• haven't swapped comps yet, but when i do i shall be getting a new screen..... nooooooo i love my big fat screen <3
• got the sims, downloaded sims2+expansions = 12gb, got capped and only played it for like 3 days and got sick of it lolol
• i learnt how to make spaghetti and greek salad??? no cupcakes as yet
• no zoo or picnics yet :(
• am trying to make an ass groove... tuan did finally get his car, am thinking of just buying a fluffy seat cover for it cos the ass groove is too hard to do.
• have been taking momo for more walks! "momo go park!?" it doesn't work as well as it does for tibby though hehee, will take her to the beach soon :)

and that's it for now!

anyways yes, as you read... booked tix to qld! am soooooo excited already yayayaYAYAyayay
always wanted to go with friends! and i wanna go to the theme parks and clubbing (apparently entry is free there) and beach and tan and relax and yayyyyyayayayayya and so on

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it doesn't feel too good to be the only one left out.
but what can i do about it?
i've dug my own hole, and i can't get out.

i am so tired of all this crap, seriously.
but all i do is set myself up for it.

on the other hand, if i try to leave... you get angry, and i don't want that either
but the longer i stay, the more excluded and unhappy i feel..
i can't win

maybe 09 will spark a change.. fingers crossed cos the feeling is getting tiring.

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it's over for us.