hello all!
happy new year :) goodbye to 2008, and hellooooooooo to 2009.

in some ways im glad to say goodbye to 2008, hoping that 2009 will be better... but we shall see :)

so what have i accomplished these holidays you ask?
not much at all!

from the list of things i wanted to do, i have managed to:

• spend time with dom before she left (miss youuuuuuu)
• sort of renewed my friendships... still working on it!
• shopped like crazy .. went to chaddy for like 2 weeks straight!
• cut and dyed my hair same colour though
• my desire to go to the hotsprings has only grown, but probably won't go anytime soon
• BOOKED TICKETS TO QLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! going on the 28th-3rd feb :D
• haven't done shit all to my room
• haven't gotten a stupid job yet
• decided to go with genetics and immunology
• DID have an awesome christmas and new years
• still working on the new years resolution
• not really blogging more..... but hey... this one counts right??
• i've decided to buy a second hand car and save the rest! looking for the car now :)
• need to buy a camera to take more pics!
• haven't swapped comps yet, but when i do i shall be getting a new screen..... nooooooo i love my big fat screen <3
• got the sims, downloaded sims2+expansions = 12gb, got capped and only played it for like 3 days and got sick of it lolol
• i learnt how to make spaghetti and greek salad??? no cupcakes as yet
• no zoo or picnics yet :(
• am trying to make an ass groove... tuan did finally get his car, am thinking of just buying a fluffy seat cover for it cos the ass groove is too hard to do.
• have been taking momo for more walks! "momo go park!?" it doesn't work as well as it does for tibby though hehee, will take her to the beach soon :)

and that's it for now!

anyways yes, as you read... booked tix to qld! am soooooo excited already yayayaYAYAyayay
always wanted to go with friends! and i wanna go to the theme parks and clubbing (apparently entry is free there) and beach and tan and relax and yayyyyyayayayayya and so on

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it doesn't feel too good to be the only one left out.
but what can i do about it?
i've dug my own hole, and i can't get out.

i am so tired of all this crap, seriously.
but all i do is set myself up for it.

on the other hand, if i try to leave... you get angry, and i don't want that either
but the longer i stay, the more excluded and unhappy i feel..
i can't win

maybe 09 will spark a change.. fingers crossed cos the feeling is getting tiring.

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it's over for us.