man.. how am i going to survive in nov..
:( not looking forward to it at all

exams next week! umm, eek?
lol, first one is immunology but i've been studying for micro which are my 2nd and 3rd exams.. shall study for imm tomorrow.. but i've been saying that for 3 days now :P
def gonna try get my lazy ass up and go to lib tmr!

dunno whats happening with this job thingy, but i hope i get one before nov.. take my mind off everything, fill up my time etc

feeling quite down nowadays, need to get out more i guess
tuans sis might have swine flu, shes gonna get tested tomorrow..
eeeek x2

ahh im so weak :( lol, hate feeling like this ~~~~

why do i always think of you..
why do i always think of you?

.. i thought the last time we would be separated this long was the actual last time! fkn hell this is crazy - heart breaks at the thought of it!

anywaysssss, been having craaaazy crazy dreams lately.. where they feel so real, and ure like in the dream, this cant be real but then u realise it is.. and then u wake up lol
totally sucks balls! messing with my head
maybe its just cos im so insecure in the first place.. always been the jealous type, can't help it! i try not to be cos it only makes situations worse.. and then i try talk myself out of it, but feels so freaking real! rambleramblerambleeeeeeeeee

and, its not like i can talk.. but i hate it when fkn people cant make an effort to catch up, especially when the joint is only like 2mins away! then i wonder why their not in my lives anymore.. no effort at all, pmo. i know im being a hypocrite.. but, when i dont turn up its cos the place is either in whoop whoop or the city, not down the road!

still carless btw, parents keep changing their minds
wait til end of financial year
you don't need a car
wait for awhile, im going to get a car and then u can have mine, save ure money
you'll get one soon
we'll go to car dealers tomorrow
nono, you don't need a car
if you get a job, we'll get ure car... but u dont need a car

ZOMG! drives me crazy!! especially cos they get my hopes up and then bam! the whole "you don't need a car" lecture
zzzzzzzz YAWN!

why am i in such a bitchy mode atm?
i don't know.....
havent been blogging lately, too lazy :P
dads back btw! yay, so glad he got home safely..
then i think about that plane crash and its so sad.. people always say flyings safer then driving.. but i dno about that.. u have no control over the plane, its the pilot and plane ure depending on i guess..
:( now im upset.. SIGH!

ok changing the subject, i submitted my project on time, and then my friend said her lab partner just started today.. i was like omg wth!? since they take off 10% each day, that's already 50% deducted LOL.. no point submitting the damn thing, she's gonna get like 2% for all that trouble! speaking of uniiiiiii.. i should get back to micro :)

i choose youuuu <3