my phone is broken & everything is just retarded..

crappy way to start off cny.. let alone valentines day
kirsten cohen? yep that's me!

wooo!!
i got the job at the pharmacy :) YESSS!!
sweet as!!!!!!!

sometimes, i just get so sick of your shit!
like today.. abandoning me twice in one bloody day
and you don't even care!!

we just fought about how you'd rather spend time on your bloody car or with ure mates and you said u were sorry and that you'd change but a day after its back to the same old fucking shit again

what the hell am i supposed to do.. just sit here and take it??
ffs

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i don't know what i'm doing anymore..
was it all just a plot?
even if it was.. it worked - what does that say about me?
maybe your timing is just always right,
or maybe i'm weak, seeing as this isn't the first time its happened.

i can't believe that it makes me angry..
i can't believe that i let it get to me
i can't believe that you did this on purpose
its so frustrating.. it just keeps replaying
ARGHHHHHH ><"

they warned me..
so i should of been ready for this
no actually.. i should not even care!
i really shouldn't.. its very wrong of me
& after all these stories i hear..
your timing is just very right..

sigh
really wish you'd care..

had work tues and wed.. on tues some drunk dude came into the store.. refused to serve him, then he became violent and wouldn't leave
had to call my boss who came down and shoved the guy outside but he still wouldn't leave
called the cops and they took aaaaaaages!! so many bloody questions they asked and they're just down the street.. so i was told to ring them again
second time i rang them, they were asking me to describe what he was wearing and as i looked out i saw him either attempt to hit my boss or he actually did.. i dunno just saw my bosses head knock backwards and then all of a sudden he hit the guy back and slammed him against the wall and then the customers all came to help restrain the dude
then 5 mins later the cops finally came blah blah blah
arrested him and then it was over haha.. and it was only bloody tuesday!! at like 4 o clock!

had an interview for another job.... sigh can't get my hopes up though :(
today went to DFO and bought a shitload.. gonna go out to dinner later on to have teppanyaki! YUM MY FAVEEEE :)

really buggered right now.. dunno if its the weather or just me =\

anyways, gonna relax now feeling sleepy