sometimes, i just get so sick of your shit!
like today.. abandoning me twice in one bloody day
and you don't even care!!

we just fought about how you'd rather spend time on your bloody car or with ure mates and you said u were sorry and that you'd change but a day after its back to the same old fucking shit again

what the hell am i supposed to do.. just sit here and take it??
ffs

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i don't know what i'm doing anymore..
was it all just a plot?
even if it was.. it worked - what does that say about me?
maybe your timing is just always right,
or maybe i'm weak, seeing as this isn't the first time its happened.

i can't believe that it makes me angry..
i can't believe that i let it get to me
i can't believe that you did this on purpose
its so frustrating.. it just keeps replaying
ARGHHHHHH ><"

they warned me..
so i should of been ready for this
no actually.. i should not even care!
i really shouldn't.. its very wrong of me
& after all these stories i hear..
your timing is just very right..