really wish you'd care..

sucks always being the one who gets hurt,
think i need to become stronger.
i guess its because i always rely on you to be my rock
but when your the one who hurts me,
i have nothing to protect me..

i hate being so vulnerable and needy
but most of all, i hate that you act like you don't care
makes me question whether you actually do

there's just too much going on =(