i'm pretty sure that only ... 4 people read my blog
and 1 of those is my boyfriend and he will read it when im there and i'll yell at him and then he'll close it and grin sheepishly at me

i never wanted to advertise my blog to others cos its literally like my own little diary that i vent on and omg if the general public read it im sure they would be like wdf is wrong with this psycho bitch!

but yes.. maybe i'll make a tumblr that way i can have something to share with others but i can also keep my blogspot private and available to those who are closest to me...

sounds like a plan.. for after exams as per usual :P
i had written a deep blog before about something going on atm but then i accidentally pressed a button on my keyboard and it all disappeared! i was shattered.. it was so deep and long as well =(

maybe i'll try typing it up again later
right now i'm trying to study and obviously failing miserably!!
i'm freaking out though, what am i going to do if i actually pass these exams and graduate?? I'm gonna have to find myself a full time job soon ... noooo!! lol

I'll have to work hard to get my house =( and i really really really want a house right now

ok back to study :P