Saturday, November 19, 2011

today marks the 7th year anniversary of Alana's death

just goes to show how quick time goes by...
seven whole years already
seems like just the other day we were in exams and then all of a sudden there was a year level meeting and the principal comes out and starts telling us what happened in the morning - I wonder how many times in her lifetime she's had to tell a group of 90 or so students that a 15 year old girl just died in the morning.. probably only once.

it only takes one time to leave a permanent scar, embedded in your memory for a lifetime

I can't believe how young she was, i can't believe that it actually happened
Sometimes i wish that we hadn't gotten so close but then i remind myself that i would have rather had these memories with her then none at all
I would have rather known her and who she really was then to simply see her as another girl in my year level

7 years is a long time, but the pain always remains
but so do the memories.. whether they haunt you or give you peace

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