weak
despise

im so bloody angry at myself
wdf is wrong with me

seriously
how many times do i have to tell myself

why did you have to do that
you should have just let it be
you shouldn't have done that

for times in need,
he is there
he is watching over us
he listens..

thank you

why do shit things happen to such young people...

i'm thinking of you babe
i'm praying for you
i hope everything will be fine

something is wrong, something doesn't feel right...

so many things running through my head

but I can't even explain it
for one I'm so disappointed... I always expect too much & everytime I'm always disappointed, why do I place so much faith in you.. time and time again u do the same thing, you think I would learn.. but yes, I am that naive.. I am that stupid, I am that foolish

& lately, I feel taken advantage of
to say the least
but hey, if I've learnt anything it's that if you are nice to people, there are some people that will keep taking and exploit you

this feeling is retarded, I'm over it
I'm over alot of things

my mouth actually dropped when i found out

such a loss, so devastating..
such a beautiful, amazing, powerful & emotional voice
songs which can bring you to tears

truly one of the greatest of all time

Rest in Peace Whitney Houston.

how selfish of me

but feels like everybody's lives are changing except mine

yes, there are a lot of excuses.. but in the end, do any of them matter?
just sucks, thats all..
and while i should be happy, here i am sulking.

yes, selfish indeed.
but i cannot help it
it is just something that i want, that is so far out of my reach.

love when you message people but they never message back, makes me feel special!

on a positive note, mauritius was awesome, pretty sad that I'm back though especially seeing as though I had to start work today and omg cbf to the max

I think I enjoyed mauritius more this time cos boyfriend was with me so I didn't spend half the time missing him, it really does make a difference :) can't wait to go back with him now hehe

sega playing in the background doesnt help me stop missing it :(

brothers birthday gathering tonight, supposed to clean my room but guess not :p procrastinating as always haha
ok I should get back to it