something is wrong, something doesn't feel right...

so many things running through my head

but I can't even explain it
for one I'm so disappointed... I always expect too much & everytime I'm always disappointed, why do I place so much faith in you.. time and time again u do the same thing, you think I would learn.. but yes, I am that naive.. I am that stupid, I am that foolish

& lately, I feel taken advantage of
to say the least
but hey, if I've learnt anything it's that if you are nice to people, there are some people that will keep taking and exploit you

this feeling is retarded, I'm over it
I'm over alot of things